So this is my final week of essay writing and I am ashamed to say that I will have to ask for an extension. I have never had to ask for one before and It is a personal regret for me to request an extension, especially as these are the last 'essays' I will ever have to produce.

I dont exactly know what to blame this extension on. As some people know I havent had a very good year so far-financially, academically and of course personally. But if im honest i can narrow it down to one thing-money and lack of support. I hate to think about money, money scares me, but money is the root of all this nonsense i have had to go through. No money means that you cant pay your rent, or bills or in general have a life. In turn this makes me depressed and worry about other things when all i should be focusing on is my work and studying. The mixture of having no money or support means that I argue with the ones dearest to me, ignore my friends and overall renders me an unsociable depressed git. Having no money or support also means that I lose faith in myself, I wonder what the hell i am doing with my life and eventually it turns me into a pessimistic miserable git.