I really am in a bit of a pickle. As Canterbury went so bad I went to see a few of my tutors who have collectively convinced me that staying at Essex isn't such a bad idea. Im now at the stage where I'm convincing myself that staying here isn't too bad either. I really don't know what to think anymore. To top it all off, I managed to submit an extremely late application for funding that will be considered shortly. I can only say one thing-that Essex have always stayed loyal to me but is that a good enough reason to stay here?
Immediately after shutting the professors door at Kent I thought to myself, at least i still have Essex, AT LEAST I STILL HAVE ESSEX! Thank God. And that's what it is-a safety net, I'm going to do my PhD in a big fluffy safety net where everyone is maybe too nice to say a bad thing about me. I'll be like the cleaner or postman that everyone likes 'oh hi Dave...see the game last night...brilliant...yeah see you later' rather than being taken seriously.
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höpöhöpö! They like you here because of your academic achievements and the great research idea. Theres so many people who support you on this!
No need to underestimate yourself Dr.Davies!
I echo exactly what Vuokko said, don't underestimate yourself on this, your lecturers support you because the idea is good and more importantly, your the person to do it
Matt
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